My grandiose dream of finding someone to love, having a one bedroom apartment and a dog were supplanted years ago by simply wanting to die. Somehow this seems like the worst pain to me. Wow! My question why bring some of us in this world only to suffer. He would not stoop to ask for any man’s compliments, praises, flatteries; and He would be far above exacting them. And know that patterns like this, particularly involving rejection, are bigger than any of us, and overcoming them is a journey not a quick destination. 20. I learned that God is the only person that could save all of us. If we grew up in an environment or with adults who did not model relating, we don’t learn it. But it never happens because I have absolutely no idea *how* to flirt or *how to create sexual chemistry*. I can’t say it any stronger that the devil and demonic forces will do anything to have you create a God in your mind that is not the real God so that we end up praying and listening to “him” when it’s not really him at all. There is zero doubt about that for me. 3. the Coverdale Bible And if I say the truth, why do ye not believe me?”, John 8:55, “Yet ye have not known him; but I know him: and if I should say, I know him not, I shall be a liar like unto you: but I know him, and keep his saying.”. So the real question is why would God tack on these attributes to people knowing that society would hate, mistreat and even kill them for it? Hi Marshall, thanks for sharing. I started seeing all this propaganda on YouTube about how the Jewish people were doing all this bad stuff, like Barber Specter, in regards on opened borders in the EU. Is that not a waste of time? When i say something, it usually happens. It’s not his fault that people are )%#(*%@! Too many bad things have happened to me for me to believe otherwise. Person 222, says that it’s not what God can do for us, but it’s what we can do for God. I thought I could figure the Bible out. well. God is not with me on these interviews Best, HT. What I feel isn’t often an emotion that is caused from one event, and one that fades easily. I’m still attending church sporadically, when I can handle it, as an anonymous visitor until I find a safe place to be. Isolation is a time when I too feel closer to God! My problem is with online dating. Let’s start out with the obvious: EVERYBODY POOPS. Through out last night could not sleep, nothing is working for me even the basic things that work for others. I think many of the people who posted painful stories, want to believe – or they would not even search for “why does God hate me?”. Coming back to the USA I read in my bible “To those that overcome I will give a new stone, and eat from the hidden manna. I trust only on him but does He even foe once think of me? But I tried it again. I honestly don’t know how I put people off. We mess things up. The Rev. Jesus choose to become human, and I haven’t read anywhere in the Bible where He doubted if God existed or not. It is very hard to have faith if your prayers are never ever answered. (3) That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ.”, John 8:32, “And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”, John 8:46, “Which of you convinceth me of sin? I want so badly for you to see what I see. Just like Paul and Barnabas went their separate ways, so I left a few dysfunctional churches. We are sinners,who sin, and you whatever woes we suffer are our own works. He can take it. But I have to remember the last time thing were this difficult. Hi. Click here for instructions on how to enable JavaScript in your browser. Even the severe disabilities, people that I work with? It actually makes me hope there is no god (or gods) but rather, just randomness. It’s live in pain here, or die, and he tortured forever with a god who enjoys it. you’re wrong to suggest that people created these demographics and classes in society that they are harshly judged on by other people, if you actually read the Bible, it is what sets up targeted abuse toward the LGBTQIA community and toward women (we are supposed to be submissive and not hold leadership positions in the church and Paul was a real jerk toward women) and so much more. Have you actually read the Bible – the entire way through? The choice is yours. You are so hell bent on blaming all your problems on being short that you distort everything to suit and feed this belief and decide you are a victim while lashing out at others. that bs. This is an extreme lie. On the contrary. suffer at the hands of god. I know life isn’t suppose to be easy; but I’ve been falling apart for 10 years now; emotionally, financially. I too believe this life is not only tragic, its reality is terror. Romans 10:9-10,13, ” I expect this world was created, by God, hoping we would find him. Humans will then not desire another way as the devil Lucifer did, when he rebelled against God as we will by then all know the fruits and results of living in opposition to God. I am not concerned if there is an afterlife and hope that there isnt, because it will just be another level of learning and suffering. e My life actually became so terrible because I had dreams from the Lord about the last days, and when I tried to share with the people I know, they became enraged. They say I need to talk to women just as people to get to know them, so I talk to them like I’m talking to any other friend – and end up getting friend zoned every time. Why bad things happen in this world? There must be a reason why God has let this happen to me, but I can’t for the life of me figure it out. Therapy is at heart a relationship, and, a bit like dating, it’s not uncommon to have to try a few different therapists before finding a ‘click’. I spent 10 years, attending 4 different churches and feeling shunned in one form or another. His presence is still in this world. I now know those church people are people, flawed, full of sin and selfishness. God could never get me to change while things are good and I’m happy. Consider your genealogy and how amazing it is! This has helped. Correct me if I am wrong here, but probably one of the BIGGEST reasons for homophobia in our society (and others) is RELIGION! (1) That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; God wants you here. God can do anything, but isn’t to be blamed for what he does and doesn’t do? God is good and the Devil is bad. Would he create a world with no meaning? 5. the Geneva Bible U try to do every thing I can to live by the straight and narrow, I take care of my child, I take care of others, I help any and everyone and god seems determined to NEVER LET UP!!!!! Yes, God has wonderful plans for us, just like Peter who was crucified upside down, just like Stevenson who was stoned, just like John the Baptist who was beheaded. I’ve also had the same exact thoughts, when I was suffering. He already stood in their shoes. Colossians 2:14, “Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross…”, – Jesus paid for our sins on the cross, by suffering and dieing on it. Who is holding back great medical ads to human suffering? To me how people talk about the bible he seems like an a%@hole, people say god is loving and they say god will love you forever. If I build a computer to run a specific spec or program it won’t magically overnight upgrade itself with new algorithms unless you place them there as a variable in the first place. It just comes off to me as a universal case of do-as-i-say-not-as-i-do type of thing. * Further details of Research: https://www.biblebelievers.com/Vance5.html The most sincere and honest answer of them all. Do you like yourself? If my dad would have let down his walls and connected with the builder his life would have changed for the better and he could have had a great retirement. Or more accurately, you will talk with Him about your suffering, even though I hope to meet you! I’m 29, not a teen. I literally never get cues from women. They left the side rail of the gurney down and I rolled off the gurney and I fell very hard on my back. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” (Phil 4:13) is a verse about suffering!! As such, there is zero point in trying. God hates that so much. We sure need it now, and we can serve him with it now. is he seeing you?? The strangest thing is, I asked God to help me quit cussing, and just like that it was gone.. I’ve been praying for years to help me stop cussing.. I accepted Jesus and I was still suffering. For the rest of us, it isn’t. The fall of man started because of the lie the devil told eve. I know that God loves you Miso sad and Anna and all the anonymous’s and Kathrine and Lenna fuller and Shawn Madrid and Andrew and Carmen and John God love you all and I pray God that the amazing individuals no that it doesn’t matter what they have done You will never stop loving us please please understand that and i pray that God you rebuke the demons back right Now in the name of Jesus so they are no Longer!!! I have worked with people who had learning difficulties of various kinds. I forgive every selfish wicked nothing that torments me here. (Matthew 7:13 / Luke 13:24) Several times during the course of my life. I myself have been through sufferings. My outer light has been dimmed at times like all man, but I have a glow like no other I an one of a kind … My ups and down are because i’m real I’m a tough kid with a soft side and have plenty of scars……. My life is a living hell so I really feel that God hates me but I will still overcome all not for him but for me and my mom. Mr. Rosa you’re not alone, I’m a 27 year old guy who can relate a lot. About par for me too – But I bet my list of @@#$% would run circles around your problems – but by no means is your @#$% not way ^&*(ed up bad enough to end it all.. Are we to never experience sex because we stand a chance of getting pregnant. I don’t kill myself because I think if what Jesus said there are levels to hell and since I am mostly certain I am going there I don’t want to go to the worst place in there, that is the only reason I don’t kill myself, because I think God is an a**hole and will put me in there, but maybe if I don’t do a few certain sins in this life the a**hole will grant me a little less hot place in hell. We can’t know, so simply believe a story. Its okay. You know it too. My parents clung to this demon’s every word and I was subsequently beaten, locked in rooms, left alone and ignored. Yes, friends are great, I have really good friends, but why am I not good enough for romance? Or maybe he hates humanity and enjoys our suffering. It got my nerves so raddled I believe I set off the Huntingtons gene, because I’m jolting uncontrollable. When I die, I want my suffering to end FOR GOOD. Therefore, I choose God and I choose to endure because Jesus did for us. There’s a few things we notice. MAYBE YOU CAN THANK GOD FOR THAT JOB THAT WAS OFFERED TO YOU ,AND ASK HIM TO FORGIVE YOU FOR NOT TAKING IT,SEE IF YOU CAN REDUCE TAKING THOSE MEDS,AFTER ALL YOU DID NOT HAVE EPILEPSY FROM BIRTH ,IS THERE SOMETHING YOU CAN DO ON THE WEB THAT GENERATES MONEY,CAN YOU TEACH ,WHAT ARE YOU GOOD AT WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH YOUR HANDS ??? We recommend you read the part of the article about core beliefs. At least if I pray for myself, only I will suffer for doing so. The doctor at the hospital never filed an incident report and he kept my fall quiet. But I had everything backwards, like usual, my whole life as been backwards from the beginning. I want to be around healthy, kind, loving people who love the Lord and try to behave how he says to. For all of you who are suffering, I think I know what is the explanation.